Excited to live with the love of my life!

So very happy and oh so exited words can't describe how much I truly love Arin. I can hold him and feel at home. I love you little bear 

Happy 75th birthday grandpa joe!

Happy birthday grandpa joe! From Lucy, Chanel, Arin and I we love you oh so very much hope you have the most wonderful day and get excited whoa 75years! We love you! ⛄️⭐️❤️

Ethan's New Best Friend!

 Meet te newest member of our family! Ethan's new puppy! His best Freind I'm so excited for my little nephew he's way to cute and this little puppy is just way to adorable there going to be the best of friends ever! His name is case. Welcome to the family case! 

The Three C's Of Life

  

  So I've been thinking, and for any of you who are like "whoa there rob, you think?" Why yes, yes I do with a side of smile and hugs please. I haven't been blogging since I moved out in July like I used to everyday and I would blog about everything I shall get back to it my little gum drops and I will. 

 Let's start off with this, how are you all doing? Oh yeah, me too, I know it's getting cold here. Oh sorry didn't hear you there, What was that? You have snow to its sunny where you are? Oh awesome! My sunshine melon gum drops. Man I can't spell at all to save my life. 

 So I was thinking about the three C's and it's true my family friends and even little doggies Chanel and Lucy are one amazing group around me especially that one very amazing guy. Do you know him? He's my prince. His name is Arin, he's my Prince Charming. He's so kind and warm, no really he is. But he also is very warm with his big heart and kind soul. He's so smart too. he can spell. 

 So yes, the C's this is something my prince has taught me. I've learned it since we were friends for years now. He's always put this to my mind. But now it's come clear since he's been teaching me and telling me so many things. But this is something he tells me and I know, now and forever. People tried to "tell me" or "help me" but not like the way he has,he has a way of making all the walls around me get put up and make me stand still close my eyes, breath, calm down and really calm down. The walls then all fall and it's like we both are in a white room or a field and just talk and I know what to do and what I did wrong and how I need and should have made better choice's in life or it's just seeing the world in a whole diffent way instead of my own way of flowers and smiles. It's more real.

 If I've never made the choice to make a change in my life from the day I first moved out and everyday since then, to not ever give up on love or even just let someone say "hello there I love you so much i don't want you to stress out I'm right here with you and for you we are going to do this together robertito." Arin calls me that he's so cute when he talks Spanish. When I dream at night I dream of happy things that make my heart calm and then sometimes I dream of bad things that make my heart hurt. I feel bad for hurting anyone ever in my life for having to put up with me. 

 I'm trying really, really hard to change honestly I am. It's crazy but I am. I can talk about all the bad in my life but that wont solve anything right now. I have to grow up, I never Knew how too. I seen people do it just, for myself it's not something I've ever done I always thought I did or was but I was only going by life like a hamster in a hamster wheel. Paying a bill, keep running, sad times, keep runnin on that wheel don't even pass for some water, angry? Keep going little fat ass. Anyone angry at you? It's okay keep going no one wants your opnion let them be mad at you. Just be there for them. I love everyone in my life so much I really do. I don't like when I see someone hurt or mad so I just shut down and would want to run away and come back to happy times but, im slowly not anymore I'm staying there and listening and realizing and owning it.

 But I can't help but feel like an Asshole I didn't grow up right away or what I thought I did grow up wasn't growing up at all. I didn't have a childhood. So I wanted to have one now. I wanted to be happy and smile and make others happy. I just didn't find the balance until now, I am Slowly, but I swear it with all my might with Every once of love and life in my heart and body I am! I'm growing up and learning to not only be my own person because I'm not even a person, I don't know who I am now. But what I do know is that I can love with all my heart and every once of me. 

 This time I can't let anyone down, but most importantly I can't let myself down. Im feeling all the feelings, I feel like, A Real person everyday. It's not just me it's you all out there my amazing family and friends thank you guys so much. It's Chanel and Lucy our dogs. It's you my Prince Charming, Arin, thank you for just being you I love you so much since day one and forever. You can't ever repay or thank someone for all they do for you just love them and I love You all with all my heart. I love you Arin more then you will ever know.  

 Thank you. 

Happy National Best Friend Day Arin!

 

Happy national best friend day! I love this little freak, my best friend, with all my heart my little bear Arin! Friends for years & we always are and will be right beside one another he's one amazing person with such a great heart which makes him just perfect, perfect for me, my best friend. You are one special person, I love seeing you smile.  #nationalbestfriendday I love you babe❤️

Meeting Baby Damian

 Isnt he just adorable? I loved him since he was in Francas tummy, oh baby's are just so amazing he's so adorable oh and he farted in my arms guess we are going to be the best of friends. LOL! Franca is a great mom congrats dear! 

This Is The Love Of My Life, Arin

    

 This is the love of my life, the one that truly holds the key to my heart that makes me laugh, that makes me smile, that makes my heart just skip a beat when he's around, and even when he's not.  He's the reason why I never gave up on true love. You know that feeling you get with all the butterflies in your stomach when you see that someone you really, really love? Yeah that's what happens when I see him and when I'm around him,when I look into his eyes, when I lay my head on his heart just to have a listen to every beat. 

 This is not just my fairytale come true any more it's also his and Arin, I love you so much. I will always be right here for you even Lucy. We love little channel to she's such a good dog. And I love you your heart its my world little bear. Here we go together hand in hand to our fairytale life I love you so much. My heart is happy and I'm happy that your heart is happy. I love you. 

There Love Is Beautiful!

                                                               

I love this picture so much. It's just everything. Love is so magical and the most powerful thing in the world. I'm so happy for my friend Enrique and his amazing girlfriend. There love is truly beautiful. 💖 

My 100th Video!

whoa get excited im so excited my 100th video is up!!

 

 

Pretty veggies for soup

  

  Whoa guys! Fall is here my best friend Arin Zolanski is cooking chicken noodle soup wow so fantastic and were watching Disney Christmas movies too so happy! Belles enchanted Christmas! 

You got a friend in me little bear

You got a friend in me little bear 

Morning World

Good morning world I hope we all have a wonderful day & smile so many times hug people and laugh too! #dontforgettosmile I love you. 

Remember you are talented special and amazing and have the best thing about you that no one else has that beautiful heart and special smile of yours.

They Can't Order Me To Stop Dreaming

They can't order me to stop dreaming. 

Oh Ambergale Great Look

 Ambergale you look so beautiful @pincheearin us a great stylist have fun tonight sexual. 

I Mean...

@PincheeARIN  One of my amazing friends oh I love him so much he's to adorable and always fashion forward. Ahh bigs his and smiles always with him my little bear. 🐻

Painting Ducks With Arin!

check out the new video with my very special guest arin!!

Lucy Ate The Beef Jerky

 Dad was like hi Lucy I had a wonderful day when he got back to the apartment. I was like yay daddy! Look at this The kitten and i went into your back pack and ate your beef jerky thanks. I have to poop now. Love Lucy. 

Our Ducks!

@pincheearin it's our ducks! Great pics🐥little bear🐻 love it such a fun day! #twopodsinapea if you had fun today raise your hand! We did! 🎨

Love My Little Bear!

Love my little bear @PincheeARIN so much such an amazing day today! Ahh it's always so much fun and laughs and hugs and pee my pants. #twopodsinapea  

Disney Bed Time Story's

Disney bed time story's are always the best, off to dream land I love my doghter so much. 

I Ran Into A Skunk!

Back from out walk and guys guess what? Ill tell you what. Daddy and I ran into a skunk! It followed us and almost sprayed us. It was so cool I wanted to play with it. we named it flower like the skunk from the disney movie Bambi but we had to run from it because daddy did not want us to smell. We don't smell were just happy to be home now. Goodnight love you guys. Be safe from skunks. 🐾🐶

Loving Kim Kardashians New Look!

 How amazing dose Kim Kardashian look? I am in love, I love her new look she looks so beautiful she can now be called a milf and she is indeed. Rock the new look Kim you look amazing! Looks like blondes do have more fun I love it. And congrats on the new baby and family! 

Francas Beautiful Baby Shower

 Patty is such a great sister she did and outstanding job for Francas baby shower it looked so amazing! I loved everything from the homemade cake, yes! The cake was homemade by patty her self how cool is that? 

 That cake itself was so Beautiful, all the little teddy bears gave it a warm family love touch as well. Great friends and family being there all the little games and and smiles made it extra special ad seeing how happy Franca was is literally the best part. 

 I got to feel the baby kick when I rested my head on her tummy we tried to get it on video but Damian is camera shy he just did not want to. Franca had a great time and everyone else as well here's to a happy pregnancy. See you soon Damian! Lucy and I love you so much! 

 

P.s how pretty are all the decorations? And Francas pregnancy photos I LOVE THEM! 

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Happy Birthday Saul!

#happybirthday Saul! Lucy and love you so much and your glasses to can We borrow them sometime? Yay your awesome ahh now we can go tap dancing or other stuff maybe reading or workout #beastmode meow! Kitty! Like the Chesher cat from #Disney #aliceinwoderland you remind me of that movie it's so cute and riddles.  Hope you have a wonderful day hugs and dog hair!