My Special Whistle

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Monday, November 30, 2015

vlogmas this year?

ive vloged last year on my vlog channel and wanted to know if you guys anted me to vlog again yous guys really liked it so much happend last year but way more this year i think i might let me know heres a clip from last year

Thursday, November 19, 2015

Wednesday, November 18, 2015

Bethenny: 'I Had the Worst Year of My Whole Life Last Year' when it hurts



when it hurts you just let it all out, i know most of the times its best to just leave it in or at least to just let it in and not talk about it and just smile but if and when you need your time and let it go its okay. i know because thats what i have been telling my self even when its hard just let it go, as hard as it is let it go who cares...
i know when the tears come down its the hardest thing in the world but you will be okay i try and tell myself that everyday 

don't forget to smile, i love you

Tuesday, November 17, 2015

No Words

No words i could sit here for so many hours and try and think of something to film or write but it will all come out the same way in so many tears i cant speak just speak for myself but i know my siblings and family's heart are hurting so much but i want to thank you all for all the love you have given my family and all the love you send to our hearts at this difficult time. i cant write so much without trying not to cry but its easier to do this then to film a video I'm sorry for anyone who is asking for any videos or vlogs its just really hard to do at this time.

 loosing a mother and a brother is such a close time is so hard its never easy to loose just one person let alone loose two people that mean so much to your heart, to they were so much to so many people your heart beast so fast when you think of them and we will, you will, think of them all the time around the holidays it gets hard but family is life, family, is love, family is a bond that will never be broken. no mater what.

talk to yous guys soon and remember don't ever forget to smile. i love you.